Thursday, October 11, 2012

Fear of being watched



who you think you are
the saint..pooh
then why are you so afraid?
of being under the lime light

everyone does that
so I try to convince myself
but in vain
the constant fear of being under watch
nags me and eggs me...

what the hell
Should have been in some place 
with more freedom
of expression without hypocrisy

Or am I the one 
Who thinks these nonsense
Am I the one hallucinating
I wonder what
Is wrong with me

Is it untimeliness
or being in the wrong place
in the wrong time
Or is it my shyness
which hinders me

dont know what will happen
the next day 
dont know whether I can wait
until the time comes

tranquility is what 
I need now most
cant let one thing 
control my whole life